Letter to Brandon

Brandon Jones,

Goodbye. I'm letting go of my fear, my hate. Maybe you aren't as evil as I assumed but what we had is over and done. I'm done having nightmares about you. I'm done remembering. I'm done with the passionate burning love that grew between us once.
I'm sorry I called the cops on you, twice.
I'm sorry if I lead you on, believe me it was unconsciously done.
I'm engaged now. I wonder if you know. I wonder if you hate me now. Hes a good man, Brandon. Our love is so much easier than ours was. I wonder if thats a good thing. Daniel and I aren't passionate in the fiery, self-destructive way that we were. me and daniel's relationship has room to breathe.

I'm listening to the last song you wrote me. Its called "If I Could" do you remember this one? You wrote "If I could, i would hold you for all time". Thats over and done now.

I guess I'm writing because i can't help myself. I'm sorry for the pain I caused.
So here's to all the fun we had, and all the kisses we shared.
Goodbye,
Ren