need some space

I dyed my hair bright red.
Daniel didn't like it
huge fight ensued

now we're not speaking.
crap.

"Can you forgive me?"
He asked with puppy eyes
my silence
is the answer

now we're not speaking
crap.

he apologized
I'm not ready to forgive.
he told me he thought i was like sammi.
he said he wouldn't want to take me on nice dates
he claimed he thought it was childish

now we're not speaking.
crap.

"I don't want to talk to you"
I say squeezing my eyes shut
he begs me to listen
But I can't.

now we're not speaking.
crap.

now we're taking a step back.
we'll see how it goes.
we're not breaking up.
i don't want to, anyway.

now we're not speaking.
crap.

he said he didn't like my hair.
but that i was still pretty.
i cried anyhow.

now we're not speaking.
crap.

"don't leave me"
he whispers
i can't say anything
too choked on tears

now we're not speaking.
crap

"Don't cry too much"
he said to me
"you can't control that"
I replied


Now we're not speaking.
Crap.