And like "Snap" I was awake

Fuck this. I went to bed at midnight. Purposely. I need sleeeeeep. This is getting ridiculous. I called Megan, twice, but she didn't answer. Its three thirty. The crazy part is that i was dreaming in poems. This is the one I remember:

~~

How do you smile like that?

Its quicker than thought.

How do you hope so much?

It hurts my worthless heart

I'm so frustrated. I know i'm tired. this is getting crazy. I need to go see June Troxler. But I wont see her til monday.

~Awake in the Night~

Remember, you are alone

Its the darkness closing in

The phone ringing, again, again

The sky outside is black as sin

Remember, each memory of pain

Crouch like lions, pouncing in

Ripping hope to bloody ribbon

Feasting on my deepest dream

Remember, that letter in the rain?

thoughts drip through, like a stain

A haunting that I can't explain

Just watch now, I will go insane

Okay, its four fifteen. I am going to try for some sleep now. Wish me luck. I may be back on here in a bit if this does't work.

Ren