I feel so empty anyway. Part of it is because I'm sick right now. But the fever broke last night so I should be on the mend. Yet I still feel woozy and I'm coughing up my lungs right now.
Everything seems really far away, like i'm looking at it from a million miles away. Everything is really tiny but I can still see perfectly clear.
Maybe we are just like Next to Normal. Am I headed for destruction?
"Am I crazy I might end up crazy?"
"I'll be here for you."
"You say that right here
But then give it a year
Or 10 years or a life
And I could end up your wife
Sitting staring at walls
Throwing shit down the stairs
Freaking out at the store
Running nude down the street
Bleeding out in the bath."
Is there any way to change this fate that I see before us? All I see his him trying and me fading. Can there be another way? Can Daniel and I be happy? or does it end in grey?
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