Bored
with you
with me

I say i like routine
but maybe
I don't

I don't know
what
I want

making you sad
and I
am too

Tired
of this
silly mess

I say I
want you
but do I?

I don't
know,
do you?

What do
I want?
Don't know

Sick
of taking these
little pills

abilify
trazodone
each night

to make me
into a
regular person

one who
sleeps,
and is happy

but not manic
never manic
anymore

I feel crazy
just as crazy
as ever

do the pills
make me better?
or just numb.