Why Can't I write?

~Need~
tripping
on trazodone
before my eyes
night swirls

waking
on abilify
through the sky
day flashes

need
to write
but no words
will come

sick
of working
bored of not
get away

feel
like kissing
someone
to hold close

can't
be alone
right now,
ever

need
to write
but no words
will come

Twirl
my hair
on my head
pretty

look
at me
today I am
beautiful

just
i want
my short hair
to grow

need
to write
but no words
will come

Blog
in stanza
because I
can't write

short
fragments
I write here
to tell

need
to write
but no words
will come

Want
to start
Kaylee's book
"Charmer"

Yet
no words
Will spill out
for me

need
to write
but no words
will come