Summer swimming. I had a smashing time swimming, which is surprising. super surprising. silly self, shivering on the side, scared of sparkling water.
Snacked on sweet cookies and slurped starbucks syrupy americano. Forgot sunglasses, stupid of me.
Sang Sadie Hawkins Dance with boyfriend, sitting in the sedan. I sunned myself, sitting by the pool.
anyhow. for real now. Thats what i've been doing.
things are good. I work tuesday and wednesday and friday I will hang out with Tony.
Also, my birthday is coming up, which is very exciting. I will be 20. no more teenager for me. strange.
Though on the downside, i'm not sleeping well again. its like the trazodone isnt doing its job anymore.
i go back in another week or two to see Dr. Jennifer Boggs, who is my psychiatrist, and i'll tell her that it worked for a while but seemed to stop doing its job, though its still better than nothing.
I'm having nightmares more. I keep having them about work and stuff going wrong at work. I guess its because its the main thing in my life that I'm doing right now. Last night I dreamed that I was at school, actually, and i couldnt' get wifi service and this was apparently a desperate matter and so i ran around freaking out because i needed internet. then i kept almost missing my classes and being late and getting the classes confused and i never had the books i needed or the homework completed.
on a different note, i'm trying to grow my nails out. and its starting to acutally work. ive promised myself a manicure when i get at least eight of them to the edge of my actual fingers. five of them are there.
in any event, i must go, daniel is wanting to figure out what we want to do for dinner. :)
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