Appearances

lets play pretend.
you be the king
and wear the crown
I'll be the princess
and let you down

I'll cry at night
and dance all day
you, my king,
might go away

i'm just a child
or I want to be
and you,
all grown up
or appear to do

grown up things
like drink wine
and dicuss the news
good king, are we
getting alone fine?


Daniel and i had a fight-thing. basically i got upset and i told him all the reasons that i sometimes doubt us. it was pretty bad. plus i was super tired so i couldn't think well and now, i don't know, i feel like things are weird between us. i'm over at his house, but on my computer, and hes on the other end of the couch, also on his computer.
sometimes i can't imagine the world without him and other times i don't understand why we're together.
why am i so confused?
i just want to have fun with him. i'm not sure i want to get all serious. but maybe its too late.
but i cant see myself with anyone else, not really. i can imagine mysefl with some random guy, but not anyone real.